Motivation

I need some. Looks like this is going to be another bad week. The past few days have been rather demotivating and today too. With no mood to do anything, with no intention to achieve, all I can do is go through my normal routines and see where it brings me. I've been trying to learn a new song but since yesterday, I stopped continuing, when I'm not even halfway done with it. I set my mind to focus, it gives up. I try to think of something and figure out answers to stuff I've been wondering about, my attention turns elsewhere midway. It feels like I no longer have a reason to continue living, like I'm wasting people's money and time to support me. I just hope it wouldn't go on.

Other things that I gave up halfway but hopefully intend to continue soon:
-Right hand writing
-Wondering if someone can swtich emotions back and forth rapidly (not mood swings)
-Planning my conversations
-Save some money

The chemistry paper was a tough blow on my morale and after thinking it, I wonder if it's really worth. Then again, it probably is.

I need to learn and I learn from my mistakes. Making mistakes is a good way to learn. However, learning just isn't enough. You have to know and derive further. Hopefully I'll do better next time.

On a side note, I just got a RocketDock with some addons and etc and it's been really fun playing and configuring it. I think it's a beauty. If you want one of these, you can go to the rocketdock website at www.rocketdock.com and download your own, add your applications and set it to your preferrence. It's really simple to use too but if you do need help, I'm here.



Notice how I got a Firefox wallpaper but use Internet Explorer instead.
(That's right haters, flame me)

Enough said..