The last post of 2016

If I were to die, I would like to have this read as part of my eulogy, but edited to remove all the mistakes in writing.

"He seemed like a normal person and was pretty much like any of us for most of his life. He went to classes, completed his homework and studied for his exams. He had goals in his life, plans on how to achieve them and he worked hard to get what he wanted. He very much enjoyed playing online games with his friends and he looked forward to having his favourite meals during the weekends.

However, deep inside was a sadness, an emptiness with origins unknown to anyone, even himself. But if anyone were to guess, it would most likely have stemmed from a belief deep in his heart - a belief that he wasn't meant to be for this world, and that this world wasn't meant for him.

He resented the idea that he was depressed, as the meaning of depression nowadays has diluted significantly with many people claiming to be depressed despite not having been properly diagnosed.

While he did not have any suicidal thoughts, nor had any suicidal tendencies, his view on his current state of life was as follows: if he was somehow put into a situation where the only factor deciding whether he would live or die was his will to live, he would be dead"

And maybe that might change in the future, but now, that is what it feels like.

Enough said