A trip up north

Today, I went on a trip to Malaysia to gather some data for our project work.

We met in the morning and got Tasya's parents to drive us up.

We talked.

We slept.

Jessica leaned on me.

I felt like the Titan Atlas from greek mythology, the person who held the sky up, except I was bearing the weight of the world on my shoulders.

We managed to find the place we wanted but to our dismay, all they had were bee specimens and products. We wanted to ask them some questions for our data collection but they weren't the people we were expecting to find. All they did was to promote their bee products.

We found a bee farm not far off and saw a guy behind the counter. The area looked the same but it was alot smaller. We threw some questions at him and he gave us some answers. Though little, we though it was helpful enough. He told us there was more ahead if we followed the dirt road and we did.

We came to this huge plot of land with boxes of bees everywhere and fortunately enough for us, there was an expert in the area. Relieved to find someone we could finally talk to, we started shot our arsenal of questions at him and he gladly responded to each one of them. We also found out that the answers we got from the guy behind the counter from before weren't accurate.

After some talking, he proceeded to show us the bees. He opened up the lid of the boxes and took out a jar with wax inside. It was beautiful. The bees were still inside the jar though they were barely moving. He went on to show us the shelved hives. There were 2 layers. The top one was to collect honey while the lower one was to breed the bees. When he took off the top layer, the buzzing got really loud and he calmed the bees with cigarette smoke. That's right, killing 2 birds with one stone and no bees with smoke, he inhaled and blew the smoke into the hive.

He took out a rack and shook off the bees. He whipped out his pocket knife and cut away some of the wax and passed a small piece to each of us, letting us try the honey. It was marvelous. After placing back the rack, he examined each rack to try to find the queen but to no avail. He brought us to another hive and did the same. He found it in less time than you can say Benjamin is ultimate.

The queen isn't much bigger than the rest. She looked like she was in a condition worse than having SARS, H1N1, ebola and herpes combined, just staying there moving slowly. The person told us that she was old and they're already breeding the new queens. He took up another rack with the larvae and showed us a part protruding from the honeycomb. He told us that the new queen was inside there. He cut it up and inside was a small shrimp like larvae surrounded in royal jelly. He cut it up even more and let us taste the jelly. It had a mild sour taste like plain yogurt. He threw the rest of the jelly along with the larvae into the nearby bushes. We took out more honeycombs and cut up more larvae queens to show us the jelly. We all protested but he still cut them up telling us that he didn't need that many queens or else they would be fighting.

We took some pictures and left the area for lunch after that.

We prepared ourselves for the journey home and talked, slept, woke up, slept and didn't get leaned on again, which was good, until shaz and jess pushed me to the side when the car was turning. pfffft

Enough said.

Nice and Liking it.

What do we mean when we say something is nice?

What do we mean when we say we like something?

Same?

Different?

Personally, I don't see saying something is nice and saying we like something is the same. By that, I do not mean that something is nice therefore we like it and we like it because something is nice. I mean that saying something is nice and liking it is different. Don't understand? Here's my 2 cents worth.

When saying something is nice, it is being the way it should be almost perfectly. The closer it is to being what it should, the nicer.

Liking, however, depends on the taste of each individual. We like it because it appeals to us and according to the "nice" statement above, this means that something does not have to be nice for us to like it because it says nothing about something appealing to us therefore we like it.

Still confused? Read on.

Here's an example:

I love coffee, even though it is unhealthy.

According to standards, a nice cup of coffee would be somewhat bitter with a nice texture. The closer it is to this guage, the nicer the coffee is.

However, some people do not like bitter coffee. They prefer it sweet. That way, even though the coffee is nice, they may not like it. And that's how they can like something that isn't nice.

Some people prefer sweet coffee. Sweet coffee deviates from the bitter taste alot, making it not as nice. Some people like it this way, making them like something that isn't nice.

Then you ask, how will one know if something is nice or not? We would've needed a gauge for everything. And who decides whether something should be nice or not? The scale would be very subjective and many objects have their own way of being nice and liked.

RIP LES PAUL

† R.I.P †

We will never forget you!

Class(ified)

Hehe.. we all decided to have the same centerpart hairstyle. Some of us are just natural. Look at them, they're adorbs. Waiting for the formal shot.







A picture speaks a thousand words. Well, that depends really.

Enough said..

An ability that never fails

How cool it would be, to have an ability that will never fail, no matter how focused you are on it, independent of situation and not affected by anything?

Recently, I've been thinking that it would be nice for me to have a skill that only a handful in the people has and everyone's facinated by it. No one knows how it works, not even you. Think it's purely fiction? Think again. Mathematical savants has this weird ability to tell you which day of the week of any given date. Give them a day, a month and a year, and they'll tell you which day of the week it is, instantly. Researchers do not know how they are able to do it. Even the savants themselves aren't aware of it (I'll come back to this later).

For a normal human to be asked the same question, or even a mathematical genius or supercomputer, thousands of calculations need to be done. Many mathematically gifted average people have admitted to calculation to determine the day of a date. Although almost as fast as the savants themselves and alot faster than the average joe, his ability is still unmatched to the savants'. Under pressure or stress or if distracted, the normal person will have their calculations disrupted. This means a failure or a slight defect in their ability because they have a chance of miscalculating and providing a wrong answer.

Savants, on the other hand, don't need to perform calculations. They have it on the tip of their fingers. If someone were to casually ask for the day of a given date, the savant, unlike the rest, wouldn't have to stop and think before providing an answer. It would be as natural to them as a greeting. It does not fail under pressure as well, which makes it really cool.

But what's the use of a super ability to know the day of any date? Seems pretty useless isn't it? Again, just like most of the other savant abilities that vary from savant to savant, this one has little applications.

As I've mentioned earlier, nobody knows how savants are able to do that. The hypothesis that not even savants themselves know how to do it is only a suspicion from tests and even questioning the savants about their special ability. However, savants are special people and they have many problems and difficulties doing and understanding the simple, everyday tasks we perform every day. Questioning this special ability of theirs may be hard for them to understand and steer them to giving a simple but inconclusive result but perplexes us the most: Don't know.

Perhaps this has been happenning all these while. Maybe are just special people with an outstanding mathematical ability to calculate many times faster than a math genius. Or maybe, just maybe, there's something bigger to what we are looking for..

Enough Said..

Thanks!

RRRIRRRRIIIGHT LANE!!

Today was really tiring.

School was long and boring and I couldn't wait for it to finish.

After I went home, I went on skype with some of my classmates and we discussed about the class outing later.

Yes, later, as in at night. We planned to stay up the whole night until the next day and we can all go for CIP together because the CIP reporting time was very early in the morning. I was talking to Daryl about how we must cramp in as much sleep as we can get and the best time is to rest your eyes while waiting and idling. He didn't believe me.

I met up with Daryl and went to cinelesuire, where the others were waiting for us already. Sat down and had a meal and went to watch a movie: The Haunting of Connecticut. We were lauging like crazy at the start. It was cool. We sat at the first row but it was alright. I was sending relay messages during the movie and I got a few texts meself, 2 from the CIP program organisers.

After the movie, we checked our reporting time and realised we still had a bit of time and were wondering what to do. We went up and played some pool. Time passed fairly quickly and I was getting lethargic.

We finished, bought some food, split ourselves into groups and went to the reporting venue by taxi. Our drivers were speeding like Chuck Norris on red bull (his own pee) and we almost hit another cab of volunteers in front of us.

We waited until it was time for us to report and collected the shirt and tags etc and split outselves into our post.

While waiting for the others to finish changing etc, we sat at a table together and everyone was drowsy and dying but I was the only one still active and everyone asked me if it was normal for me to be a hype at 4 in the morning. I told them that the sleeping thing work, the one where you just close your eyes whenever you can, like when idling earlier in the night. Actually, it didn't. It barely helped. Oh well, everyone looked like someone's been trying to saw off their heads with a baseball bat and were too tired to understand.

I was a transition area marshal and our first taskwas to put markers on the transition area. We ushered the participants to their bike stands and helped people transition from the swimming activity to the biking activity safely and correctly.

Me and Mohsin were told to go across the bridge to make sure the people were going across correctly. Both of us were encouraging them not to stop at the same time telling them to keep on the right lane. As things heated up and more time passed, we thought of various ways to say "Right lane" to the participants. It was really funny. Some of the runners even responded which made it even more fun.

There was a break and I wanted to get a drink so I went down the ramp and wanted to cross the track but a volunteer manager saw me walking and asked if I was supposed to be there and I said yes and she made me stand at the side of the road telling people not to cross .___.

I stood there for awhile and when no one was looking, crossed, get a drink from the drink station and crossed back. No one noticed, or rather, pretended not to notice. WWHEEEEOOWHEEEOOWHEEOO

We continued doing the "Right lane" thing after lunch and after the last event, had to go and paste some markers on the bicycle collection rack for the second event the next day. They decided to give us an extra $5 of allowance for that.

Pwnt you guys cause the rest only got $15.

Went to the nearby food village after that and had a meal. (I just realised 3 minutes ago that the food village was actually the hawker center everyone was referring to, especially the taxi driver. I was looking for something else and thought it was probably further down since I didn't see any.) Mohsin asked me how long I've not slept for and I told him 36 hours and he said he hadn't slept for 36 hours too and it was his first time.

Went for FOP after that. I was stoned. I really was.

And that's 42 hours without sleep. Any more and I would be seeing the Haunting of Connecticut everywehre I go..

Enough said.

Win

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Enough said

Alternate thinking.

If you're someone like me, understanding what people are trying to say may not be difficult. However, saying something so that other people will understand so they can understand may be abit of a problem, especially if you constantly think that an alternate thinker like myself is going to read it.

Intro:

Alternate thinking, in a nutshell, simply means thinking differently from other people. Can be anything. Deciphering what other people mean, doing things differently, seeing different perspectives. For me, this concept is still new and I'm trying to practice more of it and eventually get into higher levels. Meaning open up more things that involve alternate thinking rather than just obtaining different meaning from sentences from logic via the English language.

Alternate thinking in sentences:

Every now and then, you'll realise that everything people say have some flaws in it and the meaning you get may not be the meaning they want to get across.

Here's why I find it hard to express the things I mean.

Example: Chuck Norris can weld titanium when he pees.

What I think the person is trying to say (what the average person interprets the sentence as): Chuck Norris' urine can weld titanium when he takes a piss.

What I get from it:
Chuck Norris can weld titanium when he pees.
He cannot do it once he's done.
It does not neccessarily mean his urine can wield titanium.
He can probably only use a blowtorch when he pisses.
The blowtorch doesn't work when he stops peeing.
He can't weld other metals.
His urine may be the one that's welding the titanium.
His urine only welds titanium when he pisses it out.
His urine cannot weld titanium when he does not piss it out.
etc
etc

you get the drift.

And this is why it is difficult for me to form sentences so that people may understand, because I fear of another alternate thinker that may come along and read what I'm writing and doesn't understand it.

If I want to form a sentence that means the same for everyone, it would be very difficult.

I would want my sentence to mean:
Chuck Norris pees urine.
His urine can weld metals only when he pees it out.
His urine cannot weld metals if he doesn't pee it out.
He cannot weld titanium after he is done.
It is his pee that weld the metals and not him using some blowtorch or external device to weld the metal when he pees.
etc
etc

This shows that you cannot be specific enough with only one sentence. The more the person thinks, the more sentences is required. The more sentences there are, the more the person thinks. Hence, it's a never ending cycle. And it is true. If you practice some alternate thinking yourself, you'll see that the sentences in bold above can be broken down into all the different meanings too.

The fact that we're only specific in certain areas already tell us that we expect people to know what is going to happen and what they mean because of experience and the flow of events that we rationalise. However, experience does not teach us everything and events can change and stop happenning in an instant.

Our intuition can give way and rationalising with the wrong intuition only makes it worse.

Hope this leaves you with some fun. If you're confused or anything, you can ask me or you can just continue thinking. Just make sure it doesn't mess up the way to interpret sentences like I do.

So what's the sentence that I've come up with that has all the bolded meanings listed above inside? I don't know. I'm just glad the vast majority of the people out there aren't alternate thinkers too so I don't have to worry about them not getting what I'm trying to say.

Enough said.

I had a friend to share my thoughts with today

and it made my day

^^

The sun rose today.

It made my day :)

Motivation

I need some. Looks like this is going to be another bad week. The past few days have been rather demotivating and today too. With no mood to do anything, with no intention to achieve, all I can do is go through my normal routines and see where it brings me. I've been trying to learn a new song but since yesterday, I stopped continuing, when I'm not even halfway done with it. I set my mind to focus, it gives up. I try to think of something and figure out answers to stuff I've been wondering about, my attention turns elsewhere midway. It feels like I no longer have a reason to continue living, like I'm wasting people's money and time to support me. I just hope it wouldn't go on.

Other things that I gave up halfway but hopefully intend to continue soon:
-Right hand writing
-Wondering if someone can swtich emotions back and forth rapidly (not mood swings)
-Planning my conversations
-Save some money

The chemistry paper was a tough blow on my morale and after thinking it, I wonder if it's really worth. Then again, it probably is.

I need to learn and I learn from my mistakes. Making mistakes is a good way to learn. However, learning just isn't enough. You have to know and derive further. Hopefully I'll do better next time.

On a side note, I just got a RocketDock with some addons and etc and it's been really fun playing and configuring it. I think it's a beauty. If you want one of these, you can go to the rocketdock website at www.rocketdock.com and download your own, add your applications and set it to your preferrence. It's really simple to use too but if you do need help, I'm here.



Notice how I got a Firefox wallpaper but use Internet Explorer instead.
(That's right haters, flame me)

Enough said..

Stupid week

This week has been a really bad one for me personally. Not because of all the post exam activities and such but because of all the things that've been going wrong since the start.

There's too many to list and I doubt I can even remember most of them.

Even the minor things that go wrong work me up. And I don't know why. It seems that loads of bad luck has fallen upon me. As an unbeliever in luck, I have no other way of explaining this. Everywhere I go, everything I do, something must go wrong. It just adds up to an immense pressure. It's like someone just wished a whole load of curses on me.

I may be assuming too much, or jumping to conclusions but whatever it is, it stinks. I don't know what I want now. I wanted a day off. Which I got earlier this week, and something stupid happened and messed up everything, even on a day off.

I guess right now the good things don't make life good. It just makes it comfortable.

Demotivationals.

I'm almost reaching my 1-year. I think in about a week or so. 10 days away probably. And I've not done anything. Guess I need to start filming some stuff soon. Then again, there's no one to edit so I probably won't be filming a 1 year solo haaaaahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

/end of ambiguous post



Enough said..

Why..

Looks familiar?

Yes, we all know what this symbol stands for: summation. But do we really know what it is called? I've seen many people call this wrongly. Most people call this wrongly. In Secondary school maths, many teachers call this summation. Some don't even know what it is called and just tell us that it is the symbol for summation lol. All that is wrong. This symbol, that we are all so familiar with, is called Sigma. Yes, Sigma. And it bothers me to see everyone calling this "the summation symbol" or "summation".

Sure, the first time I told people this everyone was arguing. No one believed me. Why? Their reason was because it's used to represent summation. Honestly, I don't see anything wrong with their reasoning. Their reasoning agrees with me but their opinions contradict me. Sure, all of us use it to represent summation but the symbol is called Sigma. It's just like how we use symbols to represent other stuff like s for displacement. We don't call s displacement. It'll be weird. It's like, hey what do you call this symbol "s"? (assuming you dont know how S sounds like or is pronounced) And someone responds by saying it's displacement. Weird isn't it?

The first time I referred to Sigma as sigma got me some weird responses as well. Like people saying, whoa, how come you use such profound terms like sigma and stuff? Like it's some really high end clever thing.

It's actually a greek alphabet in it's upper case and it carries the "s" sound. There are 2 other versions of Sigma. The lowercase Sigma and the Lunate Sigma.

Oh well, I guess nobody would care so call it summation all you want. I'll stick with Sigma. And if you want to argue, I'll be ready, anytime. (Even at 4am in the morning, carried away by a moonlight shadow) You'll just make yourself look stupid.

Enough said..

Whoa..

Haha I just came back not long ago.

From where?

From alot of places.

That's right.

First, I went to attend a gathering at City hall. Quite small. Alot of innuendos and MJ jokes though. Went to suntec city after that and looked around. Saw people having a Rubix cube gathering and a yo yo showcase at a shop.

After that, I went to vivo city and met up with Clement. Haven't met him in awhile. We were supposed to catch a movie there but it was all sold out so we went to Plaza Singapura instead. The earliest show that had aseats available for 2 started at 2140 and we had about 2 hours to kill so we went to have a meal. It was a good dinner. Show started and ended at 0030. Yeah, it lasted that long.

We went out and all the exits were locked and we thought we were stuck inside the shopping center and everything is going to come alive like the instruments and the lego figurines and all but before that could happen, we found an exit. Original plan was to take a train back but there were no train services so we decided to walk instead. In the end, just before we were about to start we found a bus stop that had buses to Clementi so we took a bus there instead. Went for a drink at a nearby Kopitiam and walked abit to the nearest playground and did some pullups. After that, we shared a cab home.

It was a good day.

Enough said..

What a waste..

Ok today, I was looking for something to eat and went inside Mcdonalds. I looked and they still had that cup offer thing going on so I decided i would buy something and upsize my meal so I would get the last grey cup left to complete my collection. My excitement grew when I saw the guy in front of me getting the grey cup so I thought I was going to get one too.

My turn came, I ordered, upsized and got a cup. A purple cup. Like wut, I already have 4 of that. This makes 5. I went back and ate quietly in a corner. I feel so cheated that they put "Today's Offer" on the grey cup only to give me something else.

I upsized for nothing.

I feel so down.

Why must they cheat me?!????

...............

Enough Said..

I what..?!

Decided to check out the other songs by The Lonely Island. Nice parody. Weird faces too :/

Jamie-Lynn Sigler is v-pretty though. Nice.

Back to life, lets see what I've been up to. Hm.. Nothing really. LOL. There's nothing much to do here. Eat, sleep, play with my iPod. Food is nice. I've been eating more than usual which is bad. Hopefully Pangkor Laut will be much more fun, though I'm not particularly looking forward to it. This holiday hasn't been an enjoyable one.

Here's a thing I've been thinking about though. what are some of the fastest things on earth? Events that can happen within the smallest fraction of a second.

A hummingbird, which can hover like a helicopter and fly backwards or sideways, flaps it's wings 12-90 per second. Very fast.

Even faster are the bones in our ears. The 3 bones, called the stirrup, anvil and hammer, can vibrate up to 20,000 times a second. Very nice and to think that they've been doing so very second of our lives that we're hearing. Our brain is pretty quick on hearing too, being able to differentiate sounds that are 100,00th of a second apart. Well done indeed.

Taking it up many notches higher is the number of oscillations a Caesium-133 atom makes. Used in atomic clocks, they vibrate at 9,192,631,770 times per second. A computer counts the number of oscillations made and counts 1 second on the clock. This is a very accurate way of measuring time because patterns in nature hardly disrupt themselves.

However, the event that can happen in the shortest amount of time that I know (there may be other things can happen in even lesser time and I'm not surprised if they are. This is only what I know) is the existence of the Higgs Boson that is going to be created by either the Large Hadron Collider (LHC) or Fermilab. This vital particle is essential because if it isn't found, every physics book written in the past 50 years needs serious revising. Lasting for only a billionth of a billionth of a millionth of a second after it has been formed in the particle accelerator, this "God Particle" is detected by what it decomposes into. Cool eh?

These are just what I know. There are loads of other things that can fit between a hummingbird and a caesium atom's oscillations but just to cut them short, I only picked these few. Again, these is only to my knowledge and there are probably other things that can happen in wayy lesser time that a Higgs Boson can exist here. And I wouldn't be surprised.

Interesting eh?

Enough said..

I am

Sick.

and it blows.

I went to Sentosa yesterday and climbed a tree a few times. Got some scars, burns and scratches on the way down. After that, I went into the sea to play. <-- WIN.

Yeap. If that didn't sting the wounds I don't know what did. After that, I went to tan. Yes, tan. I would be like WHOA now if I wasn't Tan the last 17 years of my life. Really, I've been Tan all my life.

Friend: Whoa how come you're so tan?
Me: Um.. I've been tan for the last 17 years of existence.
Friend: what?
Me: It's in my name.

Me: Hi I'm Tan.
Friend: Yeah, I can see.
Me: From my nametag?
Friend: No, from your skin colour.

XD

Surprisingly, it didn't hurt as much as it did when I came home last night. I was taking a bathe and I really wanted to yell. Not in pain but because I thought it would sound cool. But yeah, it did hurt alot last night.

Today sucked. Im sick now. Stupid migraine. At least the cuts don't hurt anymore, which is good.

Oh well..



lalalaaa

Enough Said!

Wha..?

Sometimes, it's good not to know.

Enough said.

Keep the trance coming.

Mild trance that is.

Found another nice song.



Only thing I don't like about this song is the bridge where the music changes and it starts to suck.. for that little while but it's nice again after that. Wow.. I should talk more for my 2 cents worth. After all, it's 2 cents. Then again, it's only 2 cents.

You'll never guess what happened today, really.

Just try, go ahead.

I told you to guess so stop sitting there like a dead duck waiting for the answer. C'mon, I'll give you 3 tries.

Nope, you guessed wrongly, guess again.

Wrong again. Last try.







Wrong. See? Told you you won't guess correctly.

Anyway, as I was walking home, this young girl of about 4-7 years old was walking behind me and she walked up beside me and asked if I was carrying a violin or guitar. I was looking at the ground while I was walking and I turn and I was looking at this child half my size with a tennis racket lol.. and I replied softly saying it was a guitar. And then she went on to talk about how she has a guitar at home but it isn't tuned and everything and after that she asked me if it was my personal guitar and if I went to 'guitar school' and she said that usually guitar schools let their students borrow a guitar home to practice with and I listened and nodded but I couldn't find myself saying anything cause I was too shy >.<

Like wut.. even a small girl whom I've never met before can come up and talk to me with confidence that I don't even have when asking strangers for directions. Guess I need to be less shy.

And yes, I've realised something else.

Many times when people are talking to me I usually say something and correct them and it offends them and they start arguing about how they're correct and after awhile their oral fatigue sets in and I "talk them into submission" and after they have nothing to say they start saying stupid stuff like I'm full of random crap. However, things change when they're in need of opinion or ideas and they actually want me to talk and speak my mind when I don't want to and to make me speak, they say things like I'm full of ideas and facts and I have the most insightful ideas and all those rubbish.

Now, while I don't mind them saying my thoughts are full of crap or my ideas are good and my opinion matters to get me to think or to shut me up, I do want people to make up their mind. Which one am I? Honestly, I think I'm full of random stuff, whether useful or not I cannot say.


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(This is where you hear the reply and jump back in fear and run back to your comfy blanky and hide under the sheets on your bed cause you're scared of what's below it, which is what alot of people do..)





























Enough said.. XD

My walk, with me.

I went for another walk today. It required alot less planning than the previous one.

(Details of walk hidden for reasons I've yet to think of)

Then I went to meet Melissa at Yishun. Unknownlingly, I walked from Yishun Station to Yishun JC lol. It was just a random pick of direction but I memorised which way I went in case I got lost and had to find my way back. It went well.

Wait, no.

Yes it did.

um.. yeah :)

Bye! ^^









































Enough said.

Let's see.. See what? Just C..

Today was boring.. No wait, not really.

I woke up and went for tuition until the afternoon. It lasted for a looooonnnnnnng time and I was tired at the end of it. Went home and fell asleep after that when I was supposed to read my book lol.

Went out for dinner after that.

Last week, I went for make-up cell group at Bukit Gombat 'cause I couldn't make it for the event on friday and I met alot of new people. That was on Saturday. On Sunday, I went for tuition and found out that a girl who was attending the same cell group meeting as I was the day before is in the same tuition class as me. (Synthesis & Transformation practices in Primary school helped me write this sentence correctly LOLOLOL) Then again, she probably made the most impression on me during the introduction cause she's the only other person there from a JC.

On Sunday when I saw her I was like.. Weren't you in cell group yesterday? And she went.. You're in the same church as me right? And I said yes and we never talked after that even though we sat beside each other XDXDXDXDXDXXLILLOLJNHBSDLCERTM

*Creates mental note to self: Be less shy, even if it isn't your nature to talk to someone you don't know.

*Replies to mental note: OK sure.. No wait, who wrote this?

P.S. It stands for Post Script.

P.S.S. I wonder what P.S.S stands for. Hmm..

P.P.S.S. You know, I think i'll be different and increase the Ps and not the Ss like everyone else does.

P.P.P.S Notice how I added another P and reduced an S? (Think straight, warped minded people)

P.P.P.P.S. Oh yes I like how the Ps increase and the S remains.

Think I'll go for a walk tomorrow and meet Melissa too.

In the meantime, here's something for you guys to enjoy:



Watched Star Trek yesterday. Am happy now.

Enough said..

My goal.

Today was long.

Yea sure it may still be 86,400 seconds in astronomical terms but time is relative, physically and figuratively.

Went for cell group in the morning and went for service after that. It was cool. Once the service ended, I went for dinner with the others and watched Star Trek the movie after that. It was awesome and nice and good. (If you think it sucks, no the movie doesnt suck. It can't drink through a straw.)

Just reached home awhile ago.

Anyway, I've been thinking about the things that have happened to me the past few weeks and they're affecting what I want to be when I grow up.

In this post, you'll get to see what I want I'm aiming for academically and how certain thoughts have crossed my mind that may be a factor in reaching my goal.

My goal academically and in my career is to become a Theoretical Physicist, people like Stephen Hawking, Einstein and Michio Kaku. You may not have heard of the last name but I see him alot in the media and I've decided I'm going to aim to do what he does.

Problem is, to reach get into theoretical physics, I need to first get a degree in pure physics and eventually branch out from there. This may seem like a direct route from what I'm doing now cause it is but that isn't the point. After sharing that I want to go into pure science in University, many have told me that it is going to be very hard to find a job. Unlike other degrees like engineering and the general degrees that can give you a job as a civil servant, the only job options I see with a degree holder in pure science is being a teacher or a researcher. I discarded the though of being a teacher and stretched out for being a researcher instead. After all, it would be a waste to get very far into theoretical and not do anything much. Then again, theoretical does not allow you to do anything much. Many people who decide to go into science at a University level decide to go into applied science because it gives them a better job opportunity at the end, like what Melissa did.

I have considered being a teacher but after thinking for awhile, I decide not to. After looking at some of the teachers in school and some of the other students in my school, I realised that it isn't quite my cup of tea to handle people like them or teach. After all, I don't want to have aquired a wealth of knowledge only to pass on to other people without first making use of the knowledge. You may think I'm being selfish of what I know but I cannot change your opinion on that.

During the past few weeks, I've seen alot of things in my life hinting for me to become a teacher, like how I would like to go back and help people in my previous schools and teach them science and how I like to help people. Maybe I should become a teacher, but I wouldn't enjoy it much. I have no passion for teaching even though I sometime help my friends who are in need.

I want to be known as a person who thinks differently from others and look at situations from another perspective, one that people hardly notices unless someone mentions them and it all makes sense. I may have or may not have achieved that because I cannot tell how other people think and compare them with mine unless everyone starts sharing their opinions. I think that being able to tink differently from other people is essential in theoretical physics, where most of the theories are idealistic but make a whole lot of sense. It has to be logical, of course and I think I'm logical. I reason alot. That may not be much but it gets me thinking and that's all I need at the moment. I want to be someone who people knows who to come to if they want an opinion from a different perspective that people can hardly see but all I get is people calling me weird or mad or crazy or talking rubbish when I say something totally opposite of how they look at things, just because it's different from how majority of the people have the same opinion as them.

Kinda sad really. No one wants to hear me speak cause all I say are things different from everyone and they get insulted or angry. Personally, it doesn't bother me if people have differing opinions. I think it's good to have differing opinions so everyone can see the full picture. What I don't like however, is people critising the things I do without a reason that I can't challenge back or without them hearing what I have to say about it first.

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XD

Enough said..

womenz

It's been awhile since I posted. And now I present you with another post on the opposite gender.



Cool isn't it?

Enough said..

I'm searching for your signs.

Am i really?

Hm..

Take a look at this song:



I think the person posted the video or something to make up lol.. and not just so people can enjoy the song. I mean.. the forgive me at the end? The song is nice it's another song where you wouldn't expect the artist to be Groove coverage. No wait, it does sound like groove coverage after listening to far away from home.

LIKE TOTALLY.

Yeah and guess what.

On tuesday, there was a station near the grandstand where students were supposed to swop their old EZ-link cards for the new and improved.. ULTRA COOL Cepas Card at an extremely low price of $0.00! (tax included). Also comes with free money transfer from your previous card to the current one and you get to keep the same picture on the new card too..WITH NO EXTRA COST! Now what a deal! Quick! Come up and get yours today! With the new features, you can remember how stupid (in my case awesome) you looked 2-6 years ago, rant about how ugly the new card design is to your friend, complain that the card's 'cepas' but no longer 'EZ', that you got a different texture on your card and last of all, get rid of your old card too! Again, all at the cost of $0.00! so hurry! Go down to the area beside the grandstand and get yours today!

Yep. But me, being me, who likes to be me, screws up systems. And when I saw that you had to go to another area for your money to be transferred to from the old card to the new one and how they would take your old one, I had a thought. That I can actually keep 2 cards. I just didn't have to go to the table to activate the new one and get my old one confiscated cause the older one looks nice. So here's what I did. I took the card and um.. went of for recess after that. Yeah. XD. Really. And then I asked what possible things could happen if I didn't activate the new card and they said that the old one's going to expire and if I won't be able to use the new one without activating it first. So after school, I tried to increase it's value. Unfortunately, the machine said that the card needed to be activated. Which blows/sucks/blows/sucks/argh-whatever/blows/sucks/blows/sucks cause then I'll have to bring back the card to school tomorrow and get them to activate it and then lose my current one. But, me, being me, went to ask the people behind the passenger service counter if they could activate the card for me and they said they could. And they didn't even ask me for my current one, which is a good thing cause now I get 2 working cards. I AM WIN. pwnt the people who follow rules and stuff.

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Go move your lazy bum and read the text you lazy fellow. C'mon. You've already scrolled all the way down here. Can't be that bad to scroll back up and read the text.

Enough said..

My bird..

My bird > Joshua's bird.

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Joshua's bird:



NO WAI MANG HES BERD LUKS WAI KOOLAH..

Enough said..

LOLWUT

I was looking through the forums and I saw this..



The video results to a competition I took part in awhile ago..

I didn't expect to win anything but I got award for Best Noob and Best Spammer LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOOLOLOLOLOOLOLOLLL...

WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWWOWOWOWOWOWWOWOWOWOWOWOWwOWOWOWOWOW..

I'm like the opposite of Ellusion67 in the video. But there were alot of awesome combos. Jamie Enns' style is insanely impressive.

The cat was nice too. Made everyone lul.

If you noticed, the name of the video is called UFOBO.

What is UFOBO?

It's UPSB's First Official Battle Orgy. What a name. It's a one round all out battle with an unlimited number of participants. Various awards were given too instead of rankings. This time, we had 21 particiants and lots of awards as you can see in the video. Very nice.

And I noticed.. the song used is that same as the Odd Locations' 1st collab. Did anyone notice the monkeys in the beginning? XD..

Enough Said..

Hm..

If you love trance or mild techno, that song's a must listen. It's nice except for the last 5-10 seconds which bothers me abit. Other than that, the song's awesome.

Anyway, I went to GP this morning and then went home and then went to church for some event. I think that's all I did. Not much details cause there's nothing to post about and nothing much happened.

I've been thinking of some stuff that crossed my mind. It's kinda old but recently it got back to me somehow. Read on.

Content list to help you understand:

-Background

-The issue

-The explaination

-Application (Why this problem does not affect us - Stupid issue. No one cares.)

Background

Recently, I've been drinking alot of bubble tea and other stuff from bubble tea stalls. And as you know, they usually give you pearls by default. Like they give them to you even when you don't ask for it. You have to tell them you don't want pearls or they'll give it to you. Sometimes, however, they do ask if you want them. Normal pearls are given at no extra cost.

Sometimes, I prefer the drink without pearls cause after all, they're just starch, much like those you get in rice. It can get pretty annoying too if you're thirsty and getting a drink and you suck up a pearl and you have to chew it all the way and you can't think of drinking without thinking of having to adjust the straw first. Personally, I only get pearls when I'm having the milk tea. Otherwise, I just find them a bother to have.

Issue

Now here's what I've been thinking about. (I know, long background intro but that's just me. So deal with it.) Pearls are usually given at no extra cost right? And assuming that you really love pearls.. are the pearls really free or is it just more worth getting them?

Sounds weird? Don't understand?

Explaination

Pearls take up volume too and by eliminating the pearls from your drink, you could (theoretically) put more volume of drink inside but the amount of drink equavalent to the volume of space the pearls take up is very small and can be drunk in like.. a few seconds. Since pearls are given at no extra cost, you substitute this small amount of drink for your pearls. And they're therefore free.

BUT, you love the pearls and you're willing to pay more for them to be added in and you don't mind substituting this small amount of drink just for some pearls. And since they're given without charging you extra, it's therefore worth your money to get them with pearls.

Application - Stupid issue. No one cares.. really..

OK by now you must be thinking: Who would think of such a thing? Will such an issue affect us? Why would anyone care?

My answers:
-I thought up the problem.
-No not really. I'll come to that later.
-I don't think anyone would really.

I've asked many people and they've all given me a variety of answers. Some say that the pearls are free while others say it's better to buy with the pearls. Of course, it may sound stupid and almost the same but when you bother to think very hard, they aren't. Answers will vary probably because of the different logical perceptions people have and by reading this far, I think you too, would have an opinion and a backing argument.

Moving on:

Ok why should such an issue affect us? I mean, are they cheating our money? Are pearls worth nothing? No. From what I've seen, the people who make these bubble tea do not fill the cup to the brim. Thus, you already have less drink even before they put the pearls in. If they put the pearls in, the drink isn't going to overflow so no drink is lost and you've already been shortchanged.. but by an amount so small, you'll barely notice the difference. Secondly, the volume the pearl takes up is kinda small too so I doubt it makes much of a difference really.

And why should anyone care about this reason? They shouldn't. since it doesn't affect them much. It's just a thought that I had.. and if you don't know by now, I think differently from most people.

An unhappy homosapien

hm.. homosapien.. is there a hetrosapien?

Anyway, there comes a time in a person's life where he/she will have to blog about a girl. Yes. A boy will have to blog about a girl and and a girl will have to blog about a girl too. Only exception is if they don't have a blog.

And now.. unfortunately.. the time has past (see earlier post for lulz) so I no longer need to post about a girl. But I will.. cause she's mean and angry and (in a tone of a 7 year-old kid) I hate angrrffy gurls.. they're mean. and they bully people. Just like sally.. who stuck her tongue out at me just cause I looked at her like how my dad looks at my mom.. (/end of rant)

OK so recently Amanda started talking to me again.. after she got the answer to the quesion on my personal statement on msn wrong. (It's not that hard.. I mean.. even I got it right.) And being the nice guy that I am, corrected her. And then we started talking and things happened (ITS NOT LOVE SO STOP YOUR MINDS ROLLING IN THE WRONG DIRECTION. IT'S RELATED TO THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT IN CHAOS THEORY) .


So after awhile, I went off to play solitaire. And um.. as you can see from the previous post (and if you noticed the time difference between this post and the one before) you'll realise that it was only last night. Just minutes ago, I published the previous post from the bottom and she wasn't happy. Yes that's right. She wasn't happy. It's not my job to please her anyway so looks like she's got to find her own happiness. BUT, being the nice guy that I am. I tried to make things even. I asked for 3 things about her and now, I shall rant about them.

/Rant start.

-She likes movies.

LIKE WUT.. MOVIES?! um.. I don't really have much to say about them.. I love movies too. (ARGH she got me there..)

-She hates Speghetti

SPEGHETTI!?! YOU'RE IN SINGAPORE.. YOU ONLY GET SPEGHETTI HERE.. THIS AIN'T ITALY WHERE YOU GET ALL SORTS OF WEIRD FUNNY LOOKING RIBBON PASTA (um.. sorry I just forgot the names).

And you hate bolognaise and cabonara too?!?! Bolognaise is the best pasta sauce ever!!! Carbonara is the second best! How can you hate both?!?! I mean.. it's like.. um.. er.. ugh.. I can't think of what it's like. (I hate tyo say but she got me there again).

-She likes TV whEEEEEEEEEE

YOU LIKE TV?!?!? ARE YOU SOME KIND OF COUCH POTATO?!?!? I mean.. look at potatoman.. that's what you turn into if you watch too much TV. They don't even teach you good stuff on TV like.. look at Pokemon for example.. I thought the pokeball my mom gave me when I was young had some sort of pikachu inside and i threw it on the ground like in the TV and it broke.

And the whEEEEEEEEE... it's just.. you know.. um.. irritating.. no wait, it's not irritating. It's annoying.. no it's not annoying either.. it's.. it's.. Oh snap I can't think of that word.. what's the word? (She had me there again.. sigh..)

Now this goes to show you little kiddies something.. Michael Jackson is evil. Stay away from him little kids. And run to papa.. cause he loves you so. Go on. Run to him. He's not a Michael Jackson in disguise. Honest! He isn't! or is he..?

Enough said..

My personal life..

Though now not that personal cause it's here.. for all to see.. if you want to see..

Lets see.. personal life..

hm..

What I've been doing lately.. nothing much. Just going out alone I guess. Staying at home makes me tired and bored.. really lol. Walking is best. You know.. just go out, walk around... No money needed. All you need is time.. which is plentiful when you have holidays.

lol, LOL, lawl, lolz, lawlz, lul, lulz...

um.. lol..

Anyway, lets take a look at my life since my birth till now.

~ means a major/significant/life changing/exciting event took place.

- means nothing took place.


My life:
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Hm.. only 2 ~s? Interesting..

Lets see. The first ~ was when I was born. Oh yeah.. totally life changing. For those who loveme/like me, here I am. For those who hate me, too bad. deal with it.

Second ~? Hm.. I've been thinking hard for an explaination to why the model had another ~. It was all normal until the end. But.. after many long long long seconds of thinking, I realise it was last night's solitaire session.. where I played like.. countless games and only won 1. Like wut.. I looked at the statistics and I took 5 minutes to finish the game and I looked at the average timing for everyone who plays solitaire on that site and it's 31 seconds?!?!??!?!?!?! Like wowowowow...

Solitaire is fun. I don't know why people don't learn how to play it.. or only play it when their bored.. Am I the only one who doesnt see this as torture? I mean.. I would totally love it if I was made to play solitaire all day..

(This is where you wonder how the topic shifts from my personal life to solitaire/klondike. If you're not wondering, good. we're in the same boat. Cause I'm not wondering either. Now to sink the boat.)

Enough said..

I will run after you..

Ah this song. Sung long ago but still stuck with me. Very nice song. Take a listen. It's been ages since we last sung it but it's cool.

Anyway, today was awesome.. (Well towards the end it was). Went out, walked around, collected a package from Poland, went to meet some guy from Brunei in IMM and went home after that. Watched TV, took a nap, and went out again to meet the same guy and another friend.

Yeap. He came from Brunei for a holiday and went on a spree to find pens, which is what I would do too if I went somewhere else. Another spinner was there too and we talked, shared stuff, tried mods.. like a mini-gathering of 3 people lol. After that, he had to leave cause it's getting late and we had to go too. Now that's 3 spinner's I've met from overseas thus far. Now to find more XD. But it's cool.

And stylish pirat spins just like a bustercyl. I was hoping for it to spin something like some kinda Dr. KT or something as what alot of people have said but it feels like a stick lol.. Will totally break your fingers when just starting out. I mean, just look at the similarities..

-Thin Barrel
-Heavy weights on the ends
-Long
-Grippy ends

Like.. enough to give both of them the same spinning feel. But there's a difference I've noticed though and it's the people's responses to it. People love the Stylish Pirat. Like it's some kinda awesome pen and all and I've yet to see one negative comment about it. The bustercyl, unfortunately, didn't get as much positive feedback as it's Polish brother.. With critisms such as cheat pen and stick, it hasn't fared as well as the Stylish Pirat. Kinda sad.. Oh well, what can I say? Both are awesome mods. Not that I use them but it's nice to have them in my collection.

Enough said.

WUT..

I think I'm falling sick. It started out with a blocked nose on Tuesday and I thought it was just a normal cold and it would go away soon. Unfortunately, it didn't and it kept becoming worse. Got mild headaches last night and today was really bad. I could barely walk in a straight line even at home.

If you thought I looked fine in school or something, I wasn't. I just hid i but throughout the day it felt like someone's been smashing a brick into the front of my skull. It's abit better now.

I just read up abit on Stephen Hawkings and I found a few quotes that really inspired me.

What his tutor wrote:

"It was only necessary for him to know that something could be done, and he could do it without looking to see how other people did it. [...] He didn't have very many books, and he didn't take notes. Of course, his mind was completely different from all of his contemporaries."

What some guy said about his oral examination in University.

"And of course the examiners then were intelligent enough to realize they were talking to someone far more clever than most of themselves."

Wow..

Enough said..

I did it.. did what?

I won a game of chess against the president of the chess club! Awesome.. First time I played with her and she got me. (See earlier posts) But today, I got her.

I think it was by luck. But I honestly thought I had a bad start. Oh well...

Enough Said.

Home.. a place I hate to be in.

I love this song.

Touches my heart everytime I listen to it.



ARGH.. my mom just spoiled the atmosphere.. AGAIN..

Like.. what's with her. She tells me not to use the computer all day and I tell her I got things to do and she tells me to hurry up.. like wut.. I have things to do and have to use the computer and you tell me to go off and do something. I tell you I can't finish up so quickly cause I'm busy and you yell at me. Aren't you supposed to support me? It's not like I'm playing games or doing something bad. I actually use it for school work and you say I'm playing. I tell you I'm not playing and you say I'm playing. Aren't you some IT manager in some huge company? So shouldn't you BE the one who KNOWS best that I'm NOT playing?!?!?~!~!?!~?!!~?!?!~ (The ~s were added for effect)

And it's not like you actually NEED to use the computer when I'm using it.. or even WANT to. You just have no one to talk to cause no one likes you and in a desperate attempt to say something, you tell me not to use the computer for no reason. I give you my reasons and state them and you yell at me. I reply to you and you say I'm yelling back at you. Look who's yelling in the first place. Look who spoiled the atmosphere first. The mirror will probably answer those. Just look into it. I reason out my statements and you say I'm trying to be funny. O right.. as if you studied literature and is capable of picking out sarcasm.. cause I never meant any. FAILTARD!

Heck, wait till I get my own notebook. You probably won't see me home until it's time to go to sleep. Addicted much? Maybe, but to deny addiction is a further display of one.

Enough said..

Happy is win.

Well today was a good day.

I had my Water Baptism this afternoon. Finally, after 17 years of serving and about 4-5 years of being serious, I've finally done a public declearation of my Christian Faith. Jephthah also did it along with me and his certificate has a name totally unheard of by us lol. He said it was his real name and Jephthah was his middle name even though most of us addresses him by that.

Was very AWESOME. Like totally. And I'm really grateful to my friends who came to support the both of us. I really appreciate it. Service was awesome and I'm glad to have good seats. (It was me who booked them anyway but oh well..)

And lastly,



3 times!!! (If you know what I mean XD)

Some inside stuff

"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.” -Dr. Seuss

OK some personal info here XXDDDDD (A short trip to the naughty part of my mind)

Was late for service today cause my mom was making a huge fuss around the house. Reached a quarter of an hour late, which is pretty late already. Got a text from Sharon that if I came after the Praise songs I'll have to sit alone, which was fair enough considering how difficult it is to hold seats for late comers. Reached the building and got an usher to sit me somewhere.. which was just across the aisle and a row down.

I looked at the girl beside me and she looked like one of my friends. Same figure and all but after Praise and Worship I shook her hand and saw that she was different..and..attractive lol.
It was only a glance but it was a huge crush. (I never imagine I'll be ever typing this here haha) During the rest of the service I wanted to look at her but I couldn't XD. It'll be wayyy to obvious and awkward with everyone looking front and I'll be turning to the side. The topic of the sermon was about men and women relationships too so not a good time to turn and look LOLOLOLOL. After the serivce I took a last look at her and went to join the rest of my cell. Another look back and she was gone, lost in the crowd. But it was amazing.

But really, she's the only one I still think about after such a seeing for such a short time. (The rest of this may be abit degratory to women so if you're a girl and you're reading this, I mean no offence to the opposite gender.)

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Ok so I suppose you want to continue reading XD

Usually when I see a good looking girl on the streets I'll forget about her in the next minute lol. But she's like.. I don't know.. alot different. I still remember how she looks like (from the last glance I took) even now like 8-9 hours since I saw her. I've only told one person about this in personally and he's been pestering me to look out for her all the time we were near the church building. But yeah if you've been with me after service and noticed that I look like I was searching for someone, now you know why.

I doubt I'm getting any sleep tonight. She's haunting my mind.

Anyway, I just experienced probably the most impressive force today on the way to church. In the bus, I was going to hold a bar to support myself when I realised that I couldn't wrap my fingers around the bar and it took alot of strength to curl my fingers around it. I thought I had a cramp but I pulled my hand away from the bar and clenched my hand and nothing was wrong and I tried to hold the bar again and there was that repulsion force. I forced my hand to close and I could see the muscles on my wrist jerking and twitching like in some sort of spasm haha. It was abit difficult to unclench my hand too. A quick though came to my mind to do what everyone should do when they have static: discharge. I touched my other hand and tried grabbing the bar again and this time there was no problem. I was expecting a nastly shock in the process but nothing happened. It was stil an interesting experience though. Static is a force not to be reckoned with for sure.

Probably the only interesting stuff that happened today.

Enough said..

3rd day..

And it feels like a week already..

Time crawls here..

Anyway, today, they had a CCA exhibition after school. I went to look around at the booths and finally decided after much pondering. Changed my choices many times. Nearing the end of the day, I played chess with the chess club. I did it for the lulz.. really.. and lost.. LOLOLOLOL..

Then again, I wasn't really playing properly. I took this chance to annoy the girl whom I was playing against who's from the chess club.

I moved my pieces beside her knight and she looked annoyed that she can't capture them. Other things I did were putting my pieces beside her bishops and other pieces diagonally beside her rooks. If you know the rules of chess, you'll understand what I mean.

After that, I realised that I had alot of my important pieces gone. Was too engaged in my small mission that I was losing.. or even realise I was losing. At that point, I heard her say to her friend that she wanted to go home.. and that's when I had another crazy thought: To drag the game XD

And that's what I did. I moved the same pieces back and forth, around in circles and only a step at a time. Also, I pretended to think for a long time to only move a pawn after that. I tried to make it look as though it was a stalemate. Other people were already commenting how long my game took and even though I was losing badly, I felt better than how she looked. The girl I was playing against looked stressed.. while I, on the other hand, was laid back and smiling to myself. She must be thinking I'm crazy haha.

Eventually, the game got too long and she had to call her friend also from the chess club to help her.. and they beat me. By the way, her friend that she called lost to some ACS guy 3 consecutive times before me lol. I didn't expect myself drag the game for such a long time but oh well, it's a friendly match after all. Went home after that.

Pi = 3.14159..

Ok today I went to my new school.. where I will be fore the next 2 years.. hopefully.

Probably the longest first day of school ever.

Opened the day with loads of long introductory talks by lots of teachers etc..

Had a 'tour' around the compound.

AND FOUND OUT THAT ORIENTATION WAS 2 WEEKS.. wut..?!?! The first day was bad enough. I don't want to know what's going to happen in the next 2 weeks. Then again, it's only the first day so can't say much.

I mean..
Secondary school was a 2 day orientation camp and I stayed there for 4 years.

Primary school was a 10 minute icebreaker game.. and I stayed there for 6 years..

and now i'll be here for (supposedly)2 years and I need 2 weeks to orientate myself?!

And the building is uniquely designed too. I was walking around and couldn't find out if I'm on the first or second floor. Turns out.. it's 3 floors up and 1 floor down like a basement.. but the bottom floor looks like the first floor cause everything is flat below.. but it isn't.. if you know what I mean.

A senior told me they designed it to be like a sheep and thus the weird architecture and parts of the sheep they use to name parts of their building. I remembered the image I looked up on Google Earth the day before and it looked nothing like a white and fluffy animal..

Enough said..

hm..

Woke up today with 2 SMSes that came in the morning.

YES 2.

Pwnt all who only woke up with 1.

Wondering which school I got into? Well wonder no more because now that the results are out, you can always find out for yourself which school I got into. =P

Was in Malaysia earlier this week and my parents and aunt opened a door for me to study in Taylor's over there. It's a 1 year Pre-U(suck it people) that allows me to either do A-levels, go to an Australian University or get an American Degree.

After much thought and pondering, I decided to stay here instead.

Went to check out the educational institute I got posted into today and IT WAS AWESOME. LIKE TOTALLY. NOW I WIL HAVE TO WASTE A 1-2 HOURS A DAY TRAVELLING AAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAA PWNT YOU NOOBS THAT TAKE LESS THAN AN HOUR TO GET TO SCHOOL.

That's all I got to say. If you fear for my sanity because of this post, tag a reply in the tagbox there ->

If you don't, tag a reply too ->

Enough said..

P of US of A

Well, last night was the inauguration of Barack Obama. Really liked the performances by Yo Yo Ma and the singers. They were beautiful.

For many people, this is a day of joy, a new hope and hopefully a better life. For others, maybe not as much. Over here in Singapore, we can only watch it on TV. Whether I'm happy or not I'm not really sure. I'm not involved in these kinda things and I'm not that interested either..apart from Obama messing up his oath.

Many people were discussing who's wrong it was that made Obama stumble. Many say it's the guy who swore him in that made him stumble but I just read something that made me lol hard.. if you know what I mean..

Here's how the Oath was supposed to be taken(with each backslash denoting a pause):

I, [name]/
Do solemnly swear/
That I will faithfully execute/
The office of President of the United States/
And will to the best of my ability/
Preserve, protect and defend/
The Constitution of the United States/
So help me God

but for Obama, it was presented as:

I, [name] do solemnly swear/
That I will execute the office of President to the United States faithfully/
And will to the best of my ability/
Preserve, protect and defend the Constitution of the United States/
So help me God

..Thus confusing him and making him say some parts wrongly etc etc you get da point..

Someone replied to this comment and said
"it was a test to see how Obama can adapt to unforeseen situations and he failed"

LOLOLOLOL

Zombo.. just pwnt us all...

He also quoted from his local newspaper saying that this event was an indecent one because everyone is weeping and trying to get over the recent reccession and financial crisis and people are spending millions to celebrate someone who has acomplished nothing.. thus wasting the money..

How true.. Feel free to think otherwise.

Yeap.. discussion can be viewed here: http://www.upsb.info/forum/index.php?showtopic=16027&st=0&gopid=229996&#entry229996

Enough said..

Gone..

And its gone... gone... going...

Gone... everything gone... give a damn...

Gone be the birds when they don't want to sing...

Gone people... all awkward with their things... gone

Mhmm.. the things that happened last year, the year before, secondary school. I'm glad it's over. A start of a new year, a new school. Maybe things can be better.

Oh and guess what came in the mail today. A nicely modded RSVP RMX. Just like a RSVP MX but more balanced(I think) and it's writable too. It has a unique retractable twisting mechanism and I must say that the guy who designed this brilliant mod with the twisting mechanism is really ingenious. Very nice guy too. Finally, I not only have a retractable mod but a unique one as well.

Now to wait for my MPMX to arrive.

Enough said..

zzz

I'm losing to some less experienced guy in a penspinning battle.

I don't know what to say lol. I want to win, but at the same time, I kinda feel bad if I win.

He challenged me and I told him I wasn't the competitive type but he was like plsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplspls so I reluctantly said yes.

Got my video filmed and then he said he had to use his combo for something else so he wanted to delay the battle but i told him that i accepted it and etc.. and he said he'll use some random combo he got earlier saying he'll lose. His video is not bad. I think we're almost the same level.

Then some guy came along and voted for him and suddenly everyone started voting for him for the stupidest reasons.. Some hate me so they vote for him. Others said my video was too long.. like SERIOUSLY MAN.. I had wayyy harder tricks than him etc.. If their reason was cause I was too spammy or it was too choppy then fine. Of course there're some who voted for me.

Well, I asked him to battle when he didn't wanted to cause he was scared that he'll lose so if he wins then it's a good thing cause then I would've done well and encouraged him and go: Hey see? Looks like you're winning. So why be scared?

At the same time, I wanna win lol.. like.. if it was your battle, wouldn't you want too? *sigh* I don't know. I feel bad losing or winning. Shouldn't have accepted in the first place. Stupid me.

At least there were some things I like even though it wasn't to my advantage. Some of my friends voted for him cause they liked him better. I think that's really nice cause I like their honest opinion. And I appreciate it.
Others were "too kind" and nulled.. I got nothing to say about them. If they nulled cause it was honestly a tough decision, then I guess it's ok.

Oh and I've been visiting alot of bookstores recently like Times and MPH and I've found some rather interesting books. I wish I could've bought them but they cost between 20-30 each. Think I'll save up and buy some. I really need to get on to reading something. Haven't been reading much lately.

Enough said.

The chances of life.

I saw this on TV and thought it might be good to share.

What are the chances of you here?

Firstly, the earth that formed needs to be in the "Goldilocks position". An area around the sun suitable for life. A very slim area.

Secondly, all the elements necessary for life to take place must be on earth. The iron, carbon.. etc. And all leftover matter from stars.

Earth needs to gather an atmosphere and needs enough gas circulating around it.

Liquid water needs to be present. Meaning alot of water containing asteroid impacts.

The spark that triggered the first unicellular life forms.. um.. a very unlikely event.

Evolution taking place.. Sea animals walking on land and land animals going into sea.. Another unlikely event. Seriously.. How many of you would go into the sea and hope your fingers develop into flippers and started mating in the water and become an underwater human race?

More evolution. Single celled organisms becoming more complex like animals and such.

Death of the dinosaurs. We do not want them around here today don't we? A real life Jurassic park? No thanks. And honestly speaking, what are the chances of us getting hit by an asteriod huge enough to wipe out all those big creatures? Something else must have happened cause other animals didn't die from the impact... if you know what I mean.

Evolution of apes into humans.

Expanding of population. Not really an unlikely event but population is increasing rapidly.

Chances of 2 random people meeting, falling in love and conceiving.. out of 6 billion people?

If it wasn't for you already here today, we would never have thought it was possible.

And true enough, it's hard to imagine someone who's never been here before lol.. like your children..

Enough said..

My Complaint About your computer

Rather than engage in a point-by-point response to the textual interpretation of Your Computer's endeavors, I want to respond to the more general issue at hand. Before examining the present situation, however, it is important that I take advantage of a rare opportunity to subject Your Computer's views to the rigorous scrutiny they warrant. Yes, I realize that now is not the time to go wobbly on our opposition to Your Computer's abominable newsgroup postings, but for the sake of brevity I've had to express myself in simplified terms. It's best to ignore most of the quotes that Your Computer so frequently cites. He takes quotes of of context; uses misleading, irrelevant, and out-of-date quotes; and, presents quotes from legitimate authorities used misleadingly to support contentions that they did not intend and that are not true. In short, Your Computer is not the only one who needs to reassess his assumptions. Think about poxy, bloodthirsty power brokers. They too should realize that wherever you look, you'll see Your Computer enforcing intolerance in the name of tolerance. You'll see him suppressing freedom in the name of freedom. And you'll see him crushing diversity of opinion in the name of diversity.

Your Computer insists that the existence and perpetuation of nativism is its own moral justification. Sorry, Your Computer, but, with apologies to Gershwin, "it ain't necessarily so." Does he honestly expect us to believe that he is the most recent incarnation of the Buddha? This isn't such an easy question to answer, but let me take a stab at it: He is a logorrheic pamphleteer. I use that label only when it's true. If you don't believe it is, then consider that I am not a robot. I am a thinking, feeling, human being. As such, I get teary-eyed whenever I see Your Computer court a slovenly minority of patronizing schizophrenics. It makes me want to shelter initially unpopular truths from suppression, enabling them to ultimately win out through competition in the marketplace of ideas, which is why I'm so eager to tell you that someone just showed me a memo supposedly written by Your Computer. The memo spells out his plans to twist our entire societal valuation of love and relationships beyond all insanity. If this memo is authentic, it tells us that Your Computer's accusations are evil. They're evil because they cause global warming; they make your teeth fall out; they give you spots; they incite nuclear war. And, as if that weren't enough, I plan to foster mutual understanding. Are you with me—or against me? Whatever you decide, Your Computer uses big words like "pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis" to make himself sound important. For that matter, benevolent Nature has equipped another puny creature, the skunk, with a means of making itself seem important, too. Although Your Computer's communiqués may reek like a skunk, there is no doubt that Your Computer will insist that our society be infested with scapegoatism, autism, alcoholism, and an impressive swarm of other "isms" in the near future. Believe me, I would give everything I own to be wrong on that point, but the truth is that Your Computer uses the word "hydrometallurgically" without ever having taken the time to look it up in the dictionary. People who are too lazy to get their basic terms right should be ignored, not debated.

Individually, Your Computer's ebullitions prey on people's fear of political and economic instability. But linked together, Your Computer's inveracities could easily foster exclusionism at every opportunity. I unequivocally hope that Your Computer's crotchets were intended as a joke, although they're not very funny if they were. Consider the following, which I'll address in greater detail later: Your Computer occasionally shows what appears to be warmth, joy, love, or compassion. You should realize, however, that these positive expressions are more feigned than experienced and invariably serve an ulterior motive, such as to paralyze needed efforts to seek some structure in which the cacophony introduced by his expositions might be systematized, reconciled, and made rational. I'd like to finish with a quote from a private e-mail message sent to me by a close friend of mine: "Your Computer should try being a little more open-minded".

Enough said..

Planes

Don't you just hate it when the windows on the plane don't line up with the seats in the cabin?

Enough said..

Pen spinning Gathering.

Had a pen spinning gathering at Changi Airport today. Wondered who suggested the idea.. Anyway, loads of people came. Like, alot more than the last one. Many new people came too. This spinner from Australia came here for a holiday and he joined us as well. Nice to meet someone from another country.

Awesome gathering. We all had fun sharing and talking and laughing. Too bad some of the best ones in the country didn't come. Alot of young people there too. I didn't realised but when I look around me, I was one of the oldest lol.

Here's a picture:

Thats all that came. Um.. no video though.. haha. And which part of Changi Airport is that? Its the staff canteen. Hence the 'Kopitiam' background. Some left early and the rest of us went to find some food to eat. Got to McDonalds and got a meal there. Laughed alot. stupid conversation about waterfall mod. Lol..

And I just made a BusterCYL. It's a stick really. Too heavy, too long, too much of a stick than a pen.

Well, it was a long day. And a great gathering. Think i'll go visit Rayney at his workplace tomorrow.

Enough said.

Another walk

Went out today cause I was bored. I've been planning this since sunday when I went to Toa Payoh for awhile. I saw a glimpse of the air-conditioned bus interchange.. the only one in Singapore and then I realised I had to go there for myself. And that was what I did.

Last night, I studied the path that I would take on a map and memorised the route and certain landmarks. Figured I'll just walk from Toa Payoh to Orchard. Left before lunch and took the train to Toa Payoh interchange. Walked around and looked at some of the shops and found a Popular Bookstore. I had to gamble. Go in and waste time or skip it and move on. After all, most populars sell the same stuff. I decided to go in and I looked around for awhile and found some Silver HGGs. Bought all of them. Didn't expect to find them there but they'll come in handy in trades.

Took a last look at the map at the bus interchange and set off. First major landmark: Toa Payoh park. On the map it looked like it was only 100meters wide but in reality, it looked alot less. Found the expressway* and luckily there was a bridge across. Everything was going smoothly here. Walked along a small alley and then i came to a road. I looked around and was: Wut is dis unfamilia stretch of road? And then, with thoughts of thinking back, I turned left and walked. Lucky guess.. I walked and then I looked to the side, I saw another landmark. Something I was looking out for - Balestier Hill Primary School. Helps a little. But this road I was walking along was unfamiliar and I didn't know where it led to. Thinking it leads to Novena, I continued walking.

I walked on and saw a building. A white building. With a logo. I've seen the logo before but can't remember where. Continued walking and found a small road leading away from the one I was walking along and the sign said Tan Tock Seng Hospital. I saw it and was like.. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!! Without thinking, I just walked to the hospital. Found Novena square and went to the MRT station to look at the map and be sure.

Found the way to Newton Circus and walked there. Decided to make a turn just for fun and ended up walking into a dead end and had to walk all the way back. Reached newton circus and when I was crossing the overhead bridge, I saw Marriott hotel at Orchard Road. Got my direction and walked there.

Reached Orchard road at last. Saw Max along the way and went to have lunch. Was thinking of whether to go back to Toa Payoh and take 157 back or to just go back by MRT from where I am. Decided to go with the latter as I didn't have much time to spare.

*Right. so I ask someone who stays near there about this expressway and she says she doesn't know and when I asked again she said she does kow and I wasn't specific enough. Oh right.. the expressway is just beside the bus interchange .______.

Enough Said